Before I had kids, I
always wore my contacts and at least a little makeup. Even when Austin was a baby, I fixed myself up for my job at the bank. However, at some point, I "let myself go." I went into
survival mode when I got pregnant with David- glasses instead of contacts; little or no makeup; wild hair; ugly clothes. I stopped thinking about my appearance and would only realize at the end of the day how frumpy I looked.
Well, now that David is 9 months old, I am finally caught up on my sleep. My hair is a little bit more manageable since my bangs have almost grown out. I've got a new brand of contacts and some new makeup, and I can fit into my skinny clothes again. I don't really have a good excuse not to take care of my appearance, so I've been trying to do better.
However, some days I wonder if it is worth it. I mean, do I really care what the people at the grocery or the doctor's office think? I work by myself in a law office and hardly ever see people there. Joseph and I have opposite schedules, so some days we hardly see each other. On the days that I stay home all day, I am especially tempted to forgo the makeup, put on some sweats and let my hair go wild. I'm just chasing after kids all day- what do they care if I have makeup on or not?
Well, Austin surprised me this afternoon. I did my makeup this morning and tried to pull my hair back cute, and after work, I put on some new jeans and a pink shirt. We ran some errands, and shortly after we got home, Austin looked up at me and melted my heart by saying in a sweet sincere voice, "Mommy, You look beautiful!" I couldn't have been happier.